Still Under Construction

It's school tomorrow at 5/05/2010 11:52:00 pm

For my one and a half year in SMSA I have no idea what am I working hard for. Study, Good grades. And then...? But now I have finally found something to work hard for. I have found my target! Before people asked me what am I gonna study in uni and I will stammer n hammer(does it even sounds correct? don't care) and will just lie an answer and I had given many varieties of answer(haha) for example doctor(whao, can you imagine THAT!?), biotechnology(not really knowing what is it), and at the end I'll just say "uh, something related to health science?" Ok, now i know my target, next, what university? which country? will it offer me a scholarship?

I have just watched a video regarding a university fresher's week (U. of Southampton) and it makes me excited! I feel like I just wanna pack things up and kiss Brunei goodbye. Fly to a land of ang mo and ta daa...

After uni and then WHAT? Throw a big hug to the society and the real world? Work a few years and marry a rich man and have 4 kids and they grow up while I grow old and reach my golden years and sit at the garden and watch the sun sets and then think back 50years ago I was looking at the same sun. Oh wait, I thought 2012 IS the end of world. Uh huh? The end huh? Padan muka ko. The world will end is because of YOU, humans. Urgh, I don't want to blab much about 'save the world' theory. I just remembered I read how humans are treating the animals in my biology textbook, I feel... angry.

xoxo,
V.I.P