Before we say goodbye, let go.

I need to let you go,

Hard to say goodbye but I can't run.

I'm ready to let go.

I'm ready to let go.

I'm ready to let go

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I could have never imagined that this day will come. I could have never imagined leaving you as I was so attached to you. But I have imagined that if this day has come, I would probably be crying my eyes out, not eating and just hiding in the bed. Maybe I have suffered too much that when the day finally comes, I was actually happier and feel relieved. I eat well, sleep well and take good care of myself. I feel like I finally have gained some sense of control of my life instead of waiting for you and let you lead me. All those sweet promises, I have slowly and painfully learnt not to believe it. 

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Life without you is really unbelievable,

But even so I still gotta go.

To the person I loved so much,

To the red thread that got too entangled in itself,

I couldn't reach you, so I'll walk a separate path.

For that reason I'll say goodbye,

So that in the future, I can meet you again with a smile.

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Those sweet words mean nothing when your action says different thing. When my brother left us, I have reminded myself not to trust men anymore. I was careful when I met you but you have showed me you were different. I was young enough to believe that maybe not all men were asshole. Well, time has proved it all. It is hilarious to see myself so sure that I have finally found my other half and gave you my everything. I was ready to be your lifetime partner, to assist your business and to make it into a big success. It was all about you. I was ready to leave behind whatever I have here to be with you. I took a leap of faith to resign and follow you but look at what that leap has done?  

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Keeping myself busy,

But I won't forget you.

Burned into the back of my mind like tattoo.