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30岁依然期待新偶像的新专辑 at 6/30/2022 10:56:00 pm

好像第一次追comeback追得这么勤劳

连BTS的都大概知道几时comeback，几时teaser出

这次不一样，都不知道visit了YG website visit 了几次

是因为寂寞吗？

是因为没事做吗？

是因为Winner的歌单都给我听到烂了吗？

我想都有的

19 June 2022

[11pm] Winner Release Poster

Comeback poster 终于出来了。一直听到winner 要 comeback 终于看到 comeback 真的来了

21 June 2022

[8.08am] New Album Comeback Trailer

https://youtu.be/4EpgHV_nnOU

[3pm] Pre-order Winner 4th Mini Album [HOLIDAY] Photobook Version and Kit Album

https://en.ygselect.com/category/winner/31/

满满的问号，完全写着《我们还没做好》

是怎样啦，是要像选盲盒这样买吗？

一开始进到yg select也很乱，zomok这样多选择的？看了老半天才理出一个头绪

原来是有3个event：

1。Special Offline Event （05 July 2022）Will select 44 winners to attend
https://www.ygselect.com/board/event/read.html?no=464524&board_no=12 (Countdown Live)

2。Offline Fansign Event （8.30pm，16 July 2022）Will select 44 winners to attend
https://www.ygselect.com/board/event/read.html?no=464526&board_no=12

3。Online Fansign Event （6pm，09 July 2022）Will select 20 winners to do video call - 1 minute per member
https://www.ygselect.com/board/event/read.html?no=464525&board_no=12

（后来追加）4。Offline Holiday Special Invitation Event （10 July 2022）Will select 100 winners
https://www.ygselect.com/board/event/read.html?no=464527&board_no=12 (Holiday in the City)

4pm开始pre order，3pm才post出来。也是，根本封面什么的都还没做好嘛！

[11pm] 4th Mini Album Visual Film

https://youtu.be/16KPB24iVTo

22 June 2022

[11pm] 4th Mini Album Individual Visual Film

https://youtu.be/JDBrjYgnU10 (YOON)

https://youtu.be/VvkUdhF31jc (JINU)

https://youtu.be/pZ6olh00zxw (MINO)

https://youtu.be/YPFWDKRWE2c (HOONY)

23 June 2022

[11pm] 4th Mini Album HOLIDAY Release Poster

Suddenly saw this photo and I thought it's fan made! hahaha. But turns out it was YG who posted it at ~5pm but later on deleted. Is this winter or summer??? But YG re-posted this at 11pm. And everyone got confused. Was Holiday the name of the album or title track?? Is it a mini album? Full album? Single track? No idea~

24 June 2022

[3pm] 4th Mini Album HOLIDAY Individual Member Digipack Version

https://en.ygselect.com/category/winner/31/

依旧满满的问号哈哈

25 June 2022

[4pm] Comeback Trailer Making Film

https://youtu.be/DwTz0-bqBa0

26 June 2022

[11pm] 'I LOVE U' Title Poster

Ahh, so now we know the album is called Holiday, the title track is I Love You

27 June 2022

[5pm] 'I LOVE U' Motion Teaser

https://youtube.com/shorts/BNzqqsuo0YE

我喜欢你 — Really Really 

问我有多喜欢你？— Millions

我喜欢你胜过我自己 — I Love U

[11pm] 4th Mini Album HOLIDAY Tracklist Poster

主作词作曲的姜昇润

全都参与作词的宋旻浩

参与5首作词的李昇勋

给予评价意见的金秦禹

28 June 2022

[11am] 4th Mini Album [HOLIDAY] (Photobook Ver) (DAY ver / NIGHT ver)

[11am] 4th Mini Album [HOLIDAY] (Digipack Ver)

[11am] 4th Mini Album [HOLIDAY] KiT Album

Gosh, 7 different versions for 1 album><

[11pm] Individual 'I LOVE U' Lyric Poster

29 June 2022

[11pm] 'I LOVE U' M/V Teaser

 https://youtu.be/QKgGAvlnjMk 

30 June 2022

[11am] Individual 'I LOVE U' M/V Highlight Preview
https://youtube.com/shorts/oU6UH1QU9w0 (YOON)
https://youtube.com/shorts/ls3kxBHtAYk (JINU)
 https://youtube.com/shorts/rE8enpe91vQ (MINO)
 https://youtube.com/shorts/9TDYTSRE-Vc (HOONY)

[11pm] HOLIDAY Countdown Live with Inner Circle

2 July 2022

[11am] 'I LOVE U' Coming Soon
https://youtube.com/shorts/phxYJSAqeYQ

3 July 2022

[11pm] 4th Mini Album HOLIDAY D-1 Poster

4 July 2022

[8am] 4th Mini Album HOLIDAY Sampler

https://youtu.be/IBHl2F0RbQ0 

[11am] 'I LOVE U' Sampler Clip
https://youtu.be/IBHl2F0RbQ0


[3pm] 'HOLIDAY' Sampler Clip
https://youtu.be/IBHl2F0RbQ0


[11pm] D-Day Poster


5th July 2022 

[8am] D-Day


[8am] Countdown Live with Inner Circle 
 https://youtu.be/Objh1gmIqzQ


[11am] Winner's Comeback Press Conference



WINNER held a press conference at 11AM on the 5th at YG Entertainment’s building located in Hapjeongdong, Mapogu Seoul, commemorating the release of their 4TH mini-album ‘HOLIDAY’

‘HOLIDAY’ comes in about 2 years and 3 months since WINNER released their 3rd full-album ‘Remember’ in April 2020. It’s also the first album they’re releasing since renewing their 5 year contract with YG Entertainment last year.
When asked why they decided to renew their contract, YOON said, “The biggest reason was because the four of us could be together. That was the main focus.”
He then added “We also considered the synergy we created with our staff members who’s been with us for more than 10 years since we were trainees. We felt very comfortable working with them, so the renewal came naturally, as we knew we could work with them with great satisfaction.”
HOONY said “Our members have been together for more than 10 years since trainee days, and we’re still so happy together, we laugh whenever we see each other”, putting a smile on members’ faces. He then added “Trust with YG was the basis as they helped us become tight.”
Meanwhile, a total of 6 songs including their title-song ‘I LOVE YOU’, which talks about a man falling in love, ‘10 MINS’, ‘HOLIDAY’, ‘SWEET HOME’, ‘FAMILY’, and ‘LITTLE FINGER’ is listed on their new album. All songs will be unveiled through various music sites at 6PM today.
【新闻】"想遵守和粉丝们的约定而续约" 应季的WINNER 信而听的清凉回归[综合]
新专辑收录曲《FAMILY》是成员们对WINNER存在的赞歌。姜昇润表示：“WINNER 是四叶草，这张专辑的象征用了四叶草作为标志。只要少一片叶子，幸运，花语本身就会改变。在我们看来，这张专辑的标志本身就包含着这样的意义。我们团结在一起，实现了某种幸运，一路走来，所以希望以后也能连一片叶子都不要落下，紧密地进行活动。四叶草也是幸运的象征。” 

【新闻】220705 “遵守与粉丝的约定续约” 正当季WINNER，信听的清凉回归[综合]
姜昇润就在金秦禹和李昇勋退伍后，以及宋旻浩和姜昇润入伍前发表新专辑说道：“虽然是（军白期）中间发的专辑，但是并不是那么在意这个中间的时间。我觉得这张专辑是我们WINNER2幕的起点，以此来打响头炮。希望成员们也能认为这张专辑是我们全体进入30代，包含能更充满活力地活动的能量的专辑就好了。”
金秦禹说：“为了能出专辑，姜昇润、宋旻浩前面也一直在活动。得益于此，我们才能好好准备快点回归。想和他们说一声非常感谢。我也是在准备这次回归的时候心里非常的激动。想要快点给大家看，很认真地准备了。希望是一张让大家都激动的专辑就好了。”李昇勋补充道：“我也是这么想的。”
宋旻浩说：“因为我喜欢露营，所以去江原道那一带去露营过。去了一家有高手感觉的荞麦冷面店。有点年纪的老板认出了我。如果是以前的话，因为我参加了很多综艺，所以在不同年龄段算认知度比较高的，但是这次能够知道我们队、WINNER，让我觉得很感谢。和他很努力宣传说我们马上就要回归，吃得饱饱的离开啦。”
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姜昇润关于这张专辑说道：“虽然能从专辑名称感受到，是一张包含能够舒服地获得治愈的专辑。不止是听歌、听这张专辑的粉丝们，希望对普通听众来说也是一张能够有着 'HOLIDAY'这一意味的专辑。专辑里都是明朗氛围的歌曲。最近也是休假期，专辑里都是去度假的时候可以舒服地听的歌，拜托大家多多喜爱。”
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这张专辑中还收录了新的饭颂《SWEET HOME》。姜昇润说：“这是一首正式称为粉丝颂的歌曲。其实制作那首歌的时候是我们昇勋哥和秦禹哥服兵役的时期。希望哥哥们回来的时候能表达成回到家的信息。这是一首包含着回到大家身边的意思的歌曲。没有直接给Rapper们扔个'SWEET HOME'的主题让他们写个这种饭颂”。
共同作词家李昇勋，回想着作词过程说道:“虽然我也写了我的故事，但我是想着我们熟人中的经纪人哥哥写的。和哥哥有过那样的对话，他说自己因为工作忙，没能回故乡、父母家已经3~4年了。听到这些话，我感到既惋惜又很有同感。我也因上首尔工作,太忙而疏忽了与父母的联系，这一点让我深有同感。因为有因工作离开家人的人们，所以把那些重点也融入进歌词里了”。 
与姜昇润、李昇勋一起参与作词的宋旻浩表示：“在快速的时代，现代人的孤独和我感受到的孤独感也都包含在歌词里了，融入了能让很多人产生共鸣的信息。” 
姜昇润说：“虽然在歌曲简介中也提到了，希望这首歌能包含各自所想的家的意义。如果说秦禹哥和我演唱的部分包含了对粉丝们的心意，那么昇勋哥、旻浩的歌词中则包含了各自想表达的内容。”
作为制作人的姜昇润对于这次专辑所包涵的变化和成长的问题回答到“我感觉到最大的变化是，之前好像更注重的是'要更帅气一些'，'这样做的话应该会更时尚，更帅气'。制作这次专辑的时候排除了这些想法，与其说是排除掉这些想法，不如说不能先带有这些想法去制作，对我来说应该是成长吧。 把那些想法放在脑后，集中在怎样能够让更多人享受，共感方面进行制作，这来说对我算是成长吧。”
李昇勋说到“我不是成长，是想分享一个有意思的故事。《FAMILY》每个人的部分录音之后，大家整体听的时候差点对昇润很失望。以为昇润给我的是8句rap，给了旻浩16句rap。这次《FAMILY》歌词中旻浩的rap特别的紧凑，歌词数特别多。这次旻浩咬紧牙关准备了非常帅气的rap。这个是值得期待的一点。”
宋旻浩说到“咬紧牙关.. 当然是不管制作怎样的音乐都尽全力制作最好的。收到过非常多作为solo艺人宋旻浩和WINNER宋旻浩有如何不同这样的提问，这次我感觉到的是每次遇到这种提问好像回答的都是'没有什么不同两位都是宋旻浩'。这次是我自己制作音乐的时候和制作WINNER音乐之间我都没有注意到的进行了差别，运用了不一样的色彩。这次从中间开始以混合的感觉进行制作的。不是刻意的，自然而然的做到了。” 

【新闻】220705 “遵守与粉丝的约定续约” 正当季WINNER，信听的清凉回归[综合]
李昇勋表示：“我们从练习生时期开始就在一起，已经10年了。现在都还是互相看着也会笑出来，很幸福。和成员们依然很团结，这似乎成为了今后也能和成员们前进的契机。我认为，公司创造了基础和格局。似乎以对强有力的公司的信任为基础，取得了很好的结果。不想辜负与粉丝们的约定和信任，所以做出了这样的决定。”
金秦禹对于军白期表示：“我个人觉得这段时间很好。我个人思考的时间比较多。虽然我觉得很复杂，但感觉已经整理了很多。我想说这不一定是坏事。成为了成熟的契机。”
WINNER最近因出演《金牌咨询所》而成为话题。姜昇润说：“其实出演本身并没有那么深思熟虑。站在我们的立场上，想多宣传我们。节目本身就是深受观众喜爱的节目，我们也对我们现在的关系感到好奇。成员们异口同声地说想参加节目，所以参加节目本身就一泻千里地进行了”说明了出演契机。
接着说：“通过节目好像比想象中更加了解了成员们。其实旻浩不是先给我打电话的朋友，但是节目结束后突然先给我打电话，说自己现在在工作。我觉得能出演真是太好了。这种琐碎的故事和细小的故事我们之间没有讲得那么细，但是出演节目后可以聊到很多那样的话题，所以我觉得出演节目是正确的选择。”

【新闻】220705 “遵守与粉丝的约定续约” 正当季WINNER，信听的清凉回归[综合]
发表的收录曲《FAMILY》是成员们对WINNER存在的赞歌。李昇勋说：“WINNER是战友。我认为我们是即使在枪林弹雨之中也还是一个团队，是会一起走到最后的战友。”  金秦禹说：“答案显而易见...感觉可以说我们是家人，family。我之前对家人不是很上心，但是受到昇勋尼的影响，和家人联络也多了起来。刚刚说到‘SWEET HOME’的时候，我一定想要说这句话来着的，但是错过了时机。想对大家说多和家人联系。”  姜昇润说：“WINNER是四叶草。这张专辑的象征被定义为了四叶草。如果掉了一片叶子的话，幸运、花语本身都会被改变。在我们看来，这张专辑的标志本身就包含了这样的意义。我们彼此团结在一起，实现了某些幸运，实现了至今为止的步伐，想要以后也可以不落下一片叶子，团结在要一起活动。四叶草也是幸运的象征。”
为了应对endemic，还准备了与粉丝们的见面活动。姜昇润说：“回归前举行了演唱会。 这段时间分享了之前没能分享的交流，度过了非常幸福的时光。如果可能的话，希望这次也能在舞台上与粉丝们进行交流。虽然要和公司进一步讨论如何解决”，“因为是夏天，所以希望能和粉丝们一起在户外见面。会安排一下的。”
李昇勋说：“MV中我们隐藏了提示。寻找藏在哪里也是一大亮点。”
与李昇勋的“尺度很高的MV”的剧透不同，此次MV中并没有李昇勋和宋旻浩的直接、果敢的露出。两位成员穿着肌肉男模样的衣服，配合得非常可爱。
想要通过此次专辑取得什么样的成果呢。李昇勋说:“当然是得第一名了，我们组合的名字就是WINNER，所以对此也会有所欲望。而在公司内部所谓的专辑销量方面，也为了取得比之前更好的成绩，我们这次真的做了很多准备。退伍后，几乎每个月都会进行团体会议，因为这是大家花费了很多心血的专辑，所以我们当然也想要取得好成绩。”以此表露了自己的抱负。 
接着又说道:“因为成员们之间的化学反应久违的相遇，所以现在的我们比其他任何时候都更活跃，状态更好，我个人认为这样的氛围大概也会带来好成绩。 而且我们非常有信心。”
姜昇润说:“结果来说，比起成果而言，我们久违地以完整体聚在一起，所以想要大家一起幸福地活动。”
宋旻浩开玩笑说：“想要更多的发掘、爬得高高的。”李昇勋说：“WINNER专辑成绩也是Winner。堂堂正正的。这并不是我们的兴趣爱好，也是公司花钱做的。并不是就为了让我们几个人开心。”他补充的玩笑逗笑了取材记者们。  姜昇润笑着说：“很畅快。再次说明这不是WINNER的意见。正因为是时隔很久的回归，如果能有好成绩当然很好。准备这张专辑的时候真的很开心，真的上了很多综艺节目，也有了许多的回忆。虽然结果好的话能更有趣地活动，但是我个人而言想愉快地活动，给粉丝们展示一个满意的活动。”
结尾李昇勋说到：“虽然把话说成了玩笑话，但是这张专辑我们真的很认真准备了。我认为真心是想通的。想和成员们还有粉丝们一起分享快乐，一起活动。拜托大家多多关注和喜爱。”
宋旻浩说：“真的时隔很久聚在一起，准备得非常愉快，今后也会继续活动，希望大家多多关照。好像越来越体会到这种生活琐碎的乐趣了。也许是因为有了年次，所以更悠闲了，但是之前不知道的感谢和快乐一一被发现了，以后也会感谢地活动。希望大家多多支持我们。”
金秦禹说：“我最近每天早上起床都很麻烦，很辛苦，但最近为了准备回归每天都很激动。想快点见到粉丝们，也想做音乐放送舞台，为了和更多的人见面，每天都过着幸福的日子，希望大家多多期待和喜爱我们WINNER即将发行的专辑和歌曲。”
姜昇润说：“非常感谢大家远道而来，希望我们努力准备的心也能通过记者们很好地传达给我们的粉丝们”，“为了听我们的故事，大家辛苦了。如果大家对新专辑和WINNER今后的活动也给予关心和喜爱，我们会成为以更加帅气、更好的面貌与大家见面的WINNER。”


[4pm] Countdown Live with Inner Circle


[5pm] New FB cover photo

xoxo,
V.I.P

Artist's Way at 6/16/2022 12:12:00 am

초연하다고 얘길 하지. 입으로 뱉어야지 내가 그렇게 될으니까 .

嘴上说是看开了。因为只有说出来了才觉得会变成那样。

- Kang Seung Yoon, 2022

像我这样避而不谈，所以才会一直盘旋在痛苦的漩涡里。

说出来了，是不是可以慢慢走出来呢？

xoxo,
V.I.P

What if they hate me? at 6/14/2022 04:50:00 pm

"When you think, you should think the opposite. The people who love you, thinking about them will cheer you up. Because the people who hates you, they are not the only ones in the world. People who loves you, they exist. There has got to be someone. Your parents, me, and everyone. There will be others as well."

생가햬 보실 때는 오히려 반대로. 그렇게 좋아해 주시는 분들은, 생가하면 좀 더 힘이 나실 것 같은데요. 왜나면 싫어하시는 분들만 다 이세상에 있는 게 아니라, 좋아해 주시는 분들이 딱 한 명이라도 있을 거 아니에요. 벌써 부모님, 저, 여러분 다른 사람들도 많잖아요.

*can't believe it took me almost half an hour to write this paragraph of korean words

And I can't believe these words coming out of a kid's mouth can bring me to tears.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkBwE9s2RH0&t=357s

xoxo,
V.I.P

June!! at 6/13/2022 02:15:00 pm

Without me achieving anything, 2022 is halfway gone now. I still remember somewhere along September/October last year, he said he wants to come Kuching to meet me. He asked me to help him to check air tickets. And I did. And then nothing happens.

CNY 2022, he showed me his air ticket to KL saying he'll come to Kuching to celebrate CNY with me. I waited. And waited. Everytime the dog barks, I secretly hope it's him appearing at the front of my house. I bought lots of nice CNY food and make some myself to impress him. After dinner and everything, I called. Nothing. When the firework starts at midnight until next morning, I called and called. Nothing. At last when he picked up, he said 'Ah, forgot to tell you I'm not coming.'

Then come my 30th birthday, my wish is for him to talk with me on the phone. Yes, just that. No gifts, no cake, nothing. Just a little bit of his time. Without disappointing, I get none of it. Only got him to pick up my phone past midnight after I called for >100 times.

Somewhere along April this year, he said he'll pay back to me RM5K with his EPF money. Nothing. 2 months has passed, I still haven't get back the super painful RM871 that I paid on CNY eve. He said he's preparing to come Kuching in April then after that he said he'll come after Raya then after Raya, he didn't pick up my phone anymore. Picked up twice - 25th May and 11th June. Both phone calls laster ~10 seconds. I only get to say 'hello' followed by him saying he's very busy and forced me to say ok then that's it. I didn't have a single chance to say why I called him.

What's still there for me to hold on?

I just realised that he didn't have me do CNY greetings with his family. I thought I did this year but then it was 2019 or 2020. In a way, I'm also being removed from being part of his family right?

With all these signs, maybe it's his way of forcing me to give up. Not picking up phone is such a typical 'go away, you annoying brat!' tactic because my brother did that on us too. With those rare moments of picking up phone because he's annoyed by my calls, he didn't ask why I call him.

I'd rather having physical pain. At least when you are injured, your wound would heal eventually and you won't feel pain anymore. But with emotional pain, the wound might seem like it has healed but it can split open within a second and caught you off guard everytime it happens. When can I not feel pain anymore? I remember praying to God to help me to end this. Whatever ways, kill me, make me lose memory, don't let me wake up ever again. I don't do that anymore. Am I improving? I don't call continuously anymore. Am I moving on?

It's easy to say let go and move on. Maybe I should tattoo 'Let Go' and 'Move On' to my arms. Be that cool and chic woman. Be smart. Be independent.

This passage can be an answer to the question 'What it the lie you keep telling yourself that even you believe it' (a game brought by Thian Hui) I gave a lame answer that time - Answer 'I'm ok with anything' when someone asked what to eat.

The real answer is 'believe that he'll come back to me again', it's a lie I keep telling myself over and over again and I can even come up with different reasoning for his actions to explain why he acting cold towards me 'ah, he's busy' 'he's stressed with earning money'

xoxo,
V.I.P

Thoughts dump at 6/08/2022 01:55:00 am

I think the reason I find it so hard to move on is because the attachment was too strong. For a few years, I have found a safe place and I have accepted him fully to come inside my castle. There were even times where I think he is better than my own family members. Come to think of it, I wasn't particularly attached to my family members since young. My brother was studying abroad for ~10 years and later on working abroad too so he is absent 90% of the time in my childhood, teenage hood and almost 100% absent in my adult hood. I don't attached to my parents too because they are not someone I can look up too (which also explains why I keep falling for kpop idols? as I take them as someone I can look up to?) So when I met him, I realized 'ahhh, finally there's someone I can attach to' Someone I can be 110% comfortable around with. How do I know? Because my energy doesn't drain when I'm with him. It feels like a charging dock? While if I'm out with friends or even best friend, my energy will still drain. And also, everytime I have problem or trouble, no matter how petty, I will look for him brainlessly. I can't do this to anyone, not even my parents. And he used to help me to solve all those problems, no matter how petty. He's also someone I can pour my heart out. Literally. It's like taking m heart out and show him inside out. That being said, I turn to him whenever I'm happy, sad, scared, angry, excited, everything!

When someone you are that attached to disappear, it's hell.

You will fall heavily from heaven to earth. No safe landing. No protective bouncer. Nothing. Fall hard with a thud.

And Raymond say I'm not looking for another man because I was hurt. Well it's entirely wrong, it's not entirely right either. I'm perfectly fine on my own. I was perfectly fine on my own too. Until he came along and I had a few years of good life. Now I'm back to square one. I have no energy and the will to look for another new candidate again. Just let me be alone. We all came to this world alone and will leave this world alone too. And seriously, if I were to look for another man now, he'll just be the replacement. It's unfair for him and time-energy wasting for me too. Everyone is unique. How can someone replace someone?

He's someone I'm heavily attached to. My attachment issue really shows here doesn't it? hah

I need to grief for this relationship. It's now 2 years and still counting. How many more 2 years do I need?

Am I towards the end of grieving? As Winner's songs came into my life. Their songs are upbeat and happy. Does that mean I'm getting happier too? BTS's songs have accompanied me when I'm at my lowest. And now I'm moving to Winner. Is that a sign of transition?

Even now, if I were to tell about him to others, I will tend to say the good things. Which is exactly why I don't talk about him at all. Because I need to say all the bad things about him for me to let go and move on.

It's hard.

But nothing in life is easy.

xoxo,
V.I.P

Annyeong INFJ! at 6/06/2022 08:50:00 pm

Aha!! I knew it! Jinu is an INFJ. Yay~ I found another fellow unicorn on this planet. I knew he's an INFJ after binge watching Winner's videos for a day. Because when I watch him, it's like watching myself. Of course, I'm not talking about the face. His beauty is out of this world and no human being can compare with that. I'm talking about his thoughts, his body language, his interaction with the members. There are so many times he wanted to say something in his mind (in different interviews) but he couldn't say it out and he'll just say 'anniya, it's nothing' I feel like I know what he wants to say but of course, I won't know what he want to say. But that feeling is so familiar! Argh! It's so annoying but it hurts my heart to see him.

I think I wrote a lot about our similarities in the previous post. Looking back, it's mainly about the not-so-good things. Today, I'll focus on the good things.

He's known to be the peacemaker in the group. Of course, typical INFJ. He said he tends to avoid conflicts and thus, don't really say out what's on his mind. (Not me, nodding in silence)

When something bad happens, he doesn't really share it with others, not even his members know about his grandmother passing. None of my friend knows about my brother has left too. Except Premma though because she was talking about her father leaving his own family. It's not like we don't trust you to say it, it's just that we don't want to say it because everyone already has their own problems and trouble, I don't want to share this unnecessary feelings with them. Jinu turns to alcohol to escape this whole lot of crazy emotions but I turn to Winner to escape.

Jinu ya, I'm not sure if you have met another INFJ out there but if you are feeling lonely in this crazy world, please know that there are other few INFJs out here too. And I'm feeling very proud of you. I know how difficult it is to live as a person with normal job, what more to say to live as a celebrity. And to be able to hang on until now (9th year with Winner!!), it's an achievement worth to celebrate daily. You did really well. Really. There are probably millions of times you might be thinking of giving up (??), but still you wake up and continue. Please keep on fighting because you are my guide. I'm looking at you to motivate myself to keep on walking.

Keep your back straight. Stare more into the camera. And be that wild Jinu who performed G-Dragon's Crooked in EXIT Tour 2016 again. Most importantly, I want to see you live confidently. Him ne, Jinu ya!

**UPDATE (7th July 2022) Jinu said he's not INFJ. He was ISFJ but recently it came out as ISTJ

Reference: https://youtu.be/hIdvkoJHxEI

xoxo,
V.I.P

사랑했었고 아파도 했었네 at 6/06/2022 08:05:00 pm

다들 그렇게 아픔 감추고 살아가나

이 큰 고통을 안고 어떻게 끝을 냈나

견딘다 한들 다른 사랑이 가능하나

이번 생은 처음이라

大家都是這樣隱藏疼痛活過來的

擁抱這巨大的疼痛是怎麼結束的呢

難以撐過來的話還能談下一場戀愛嗎

這一生也是第一次