Towards the end of our relationship, I cried, I fought and I even begged for his love. All these were my last fight for our relationship but did he do anything? No, he ignored it. He didn't even care to call to wish my family happy chinese new year on CNY Day 1. Why am I so stupid for still keeping hope like this?! But on the third day of CNY aka Valentine's Day, he called three times. Yes, just three times. And that's it.

And after 24 days, he told me he is sorry for losing me. He didn't even attempt to call me to do so. He even quoted something I said before 'One day u will realise that i already not at your back.' Through whatsapp. Yes, through texts only.

Did I see any effort of loving me? Just sending flowers on Valentine's Day is enough to be my boyfriend? What am I? A rock?! You can just ignore me and only think of me on your free time?! I didn't receive a single call and a single text from you for the past 24 days. It's like you never exist. You will say you were busy. Oh bullshit. And now you said you believe I am making the right choices?! You FORCED ME to make this choice. Sempat lagi show off saying he achieve RM50K in half a month. So what!? Is that a reason to not love me anymore?

Come on. Just admit it, you do not love me anymore. Being busy, doing big business is not an excuse. 

Honestly, I was expecting him to ask me to stay. But he did not. He did not even try. He is just 'Alright, I believe you are making the right choices, off you go.'

Am I blind for the past seven years or what? What do I see in this man that make me wasted all my time and money on him? What sort of relationship am I in if I need to beg for your love and attention? You are just a selfish man who only think about yourself. 

Fuck you.

I am going to revenge.

I want to see your pathetic self and treat you like how I was treated.

Those crying like a lunatic nights, those begging that were ignore, those insane images, I'm going to see revenge.